We had our Boys’ Brigade carol service this week.
To be honest, I wasn’t in the best frame of mind for it.
With the rise in Covid infections, we’d considered cancelling it but the BB staff had differing opinions and the decision was left to me. I went round and round the pros and cons for days but finally decided on reminding people of the precautions in place and giving them the option of not attending if they didn’t feel happy to. I wished I could take that option – especially with a son (albeit adult and not at home) with Covid himself at the moment – but as captain I didn’t feel I had that choice. And then one or two debated the decisions in place.
So I arrived with blood pressure already raised.
And then the boys:
One forgot to bring his prayer with him. But I’d anticipated this possibility and had saved a copy on my phone.
One was due to be presented with a Duke of Edinburgh’s award in the service. Usually very prompt, he hadn’t arrived. A quick phone call revealed he wasn’t coming. So the minister and I hastily dropped that from the service.
One, who had led writing prayers with other boys the previous week and taken them home to put together, simply didn’t turn up. Halfway through the service, I slipped to the back to ask another boy to move his prayers to the earlier slot for the absentee. And, at the minister’s behest, I spent the sermon writing notes for a new prayer on my phone.
I never feel quite in the right place for worship at BB services anyway, I think because I am always on duty to some degree: checking up, directing, encouraging, or stepping in for any problems. And this service had even more of that than most.
It didn’t feel like part of the Christmas experience I longed for.
But for one moment.
One lad had arrived with his mum and his 5 week old sister. They were sat behind me. And while we were singing O Come All Ye Faithful, I happened to glance back. As she cuddled and rocked her little one in time to the music, we sang ‘O come let us adore him’.
And it all made sense.
No Five Minute Friday this week but hope you enjoy this post anyway!